Hello, I woke up around 3:00 am with this directionless fervor for action, amid an unfound euphoria. It happened twice, second according to the moment I fell back to sleep around 3:30 am. These times are specific; they were two separate inwardly stated alarms, both for the same reason (though one was said out loudContinue reading “The Alarm after the Last, Blog”
Hello, (alright let me pause this youtube video with Eckhart Tolle) (my fingertips feel cold, it will warm up after this) So it’s April 1st, 2020 (10:21 am as I am typing this). Good morning so far (and good morning to you (reader)), Stock market is falling but it will rise again. What makes aContinue reading “Applying Empathy and Imagination to Predict Stock Market Patterns, Blog/ Part 1”
I don’t know what to say, so here is a list of phases I thought of while trying to figure out how to start: *blanks* Okay, I forgot what I was thinking of writing; however, now I’m writing, so this start was exactly what I needed. It’s been a good while huh? When was myContinue reading “I Forgot what I was Thinking of Writing, Blog”
Where were you when, and how?
What is happening here? What is happening there; Well, this question doesn’t matter now if I don’t know what’s happening here; actually, it’s the most important question one can ask: what is happening anywhere? This: this is happening: you reading these words; me writing these words. We’re one and the same, a cliché which meansContinue reading “What is Happening?”
I unconsciously know the answer, but subconsciously I refuse to endow my consciousness to act upon the answer.
1. Physical suffering or discomfort caused by illness or injury; mental suffering or distress. Careful effort; great care or trouble.
Today I woke up in subtle anguish, I have been for the past few… months? -Ever since I moved back to my parent’s condo. I wanted to write years (since June 15th, 2018, to be exact) however this pain is not suicidal depression. It’s a steady stream of anxiety. A civil war in my body,Continue reading “Should, Blog”
Take the shot: everything you’ve ever desired is at the other side; love, Oscars, wealth. Yes, you have failed the first genuine attempt; every champion has and, trust me, there will be many more to come. However, holding yourself hostage is causing you great pain; a pain known as hell. You’ve made the shot, aContinue reading “The Journey of a Thousand Miles Begins with One Step, Blog”
My soul feels quiet, it’s waiting (for what?) for this moment. With love and sincerity, José Michael Rubio (PS: é = Alt + 0233 )